Someone told me years ago, “If you want to catch a lot of fish, you have to go fishing a lot.” That’s true for the most part, unless you have friends that call to tell you when the fish are biting. It’s also true for landscape photography. It’s a good thing I have a few good friends.
The great landscape photographer, Galen Rowell, said, “There are only a certain number of sunrises and sunsets in a person’s life. A good landscape photographer understands this.” His words haunt me because there are too many I never see. Now for real, not every sunrise or sunset contributes to the making of a good image. Good ones don’t always happen just like fish aren’t always biting. In truth, I miss too many of the good ones. And my friends let me know when I do; “Oh, did you see the sunrise this morning?; Wow, I hope you got that sunset last night. It was fantastic!” I love my friends! They are few, but they are special!
Yesterday evening, I’m doing nothing in particular when one of these good friends calls me up. The conversation begins like this:
“Well, I’m going to tell you right now, I can’t go. I hate it, but I’m just not able to go. I’m on my way to Elgin to meet family for supper. But there are some clouds out here that look like they might make for a pretty good sunset. You ought to go if you can. If you get something good, send it to me.”
Well, what do you do? Good friends hold you accountable. I grabbed my bag, pulled a bottle of water out of the fridge and I’m out the door. And, as it turned out it was pretty good and I had a great time just being out there. Yes, the catch isn’t big enough for a company fish fry, but it’s big enough to keep. I sent it to my friend earlier this morning.
Fish, Friends, and Photography? I need all three, and sometimes, it takes all three.
It was going to be my last chance this season to capture the Milky Way in a prime location of the sky. I’d been tied up with other things until just a few days ago so it was either do it now or wait until next June. I chose to do it now!
Here in southwest Oklahoma there aren’t any large urban areas that completely wash out the night sky with light pollution, but it only takes a few street lights to do the damage. It’s a two hour drive to the most remote and darkest spot I know of in these parts: a spot only ten miles from the Texas panhandle; A spot dominated more by red berry juniper trees than mesquite trees.
As the sun sank low on the western horizon, I became the object of curiosity for several free ranging cows and their calves. I was relieved once the curious calves’ were satisfied and their moms decided the grass must be greener someplace else. A half-dozen “bull bats” (nighthawks) swooped through the sky chasing insects scared into flight by the cattle. Occasionally their swooping and diving created the loud bull-like sound from whence they get their nickname. A lone coyote trotted down the road, briefly glanced in my direction, then continued on its way unconcerned by my presence.
Shadows grew longer and darkness began to fall across the landscape. The cattle had gathered for the night and gentle lowing could be heard in the distance. The lone coyote had joined the pack and their yelps were filling the night. First one star, then another, began to pop out from its celestial hiding place. Excitement began to build from somewhere deep within. My pulse quickened with anticipation of the scene about to unfold. Before long the heavens had opened opened to reveal the sparkling treasures above.
Alone with GOD and His creation, I was at peace, feeling content, and truly blessed!
In my youth, personal projects were marred because I lacked patience to wait for the first coat of varnish to dry completely before I applied a second coat. I stopped fishing years ago. I just couldn’t sit and wait patiently for a bite. Unless I must, I don’t stand in lines. I switch lines during checkout only to watch the one I vacated move faster than the one in which, impatiently, I now wait. Grilling with charcoal takes patience to wait for the coals to get just right. Now, I grill with propane. It’s a good thing I like my steak medium rare. I’m just sayin’.
My lack of patience extends to my photography. I hunt for scenes that are materializing at the moment. If it doesn’t, I’m off and running, again. I’m kinda like a storm chaser only I chase images. Lighting conditions change so quickly, countless times I have packed away my gear and driven off only to see the picture coming together in my rear view mirror. Ansel Adams once said, “Sometimes I do get to places just when God’s ready to have somebody click the shutter.” Aha, that’s what I’m after. Every time. The reality is that it rarely ever happens. Adams was better known for arriving at a destination, setting up his tripod and camera, composing a shot, focusing, setting the camera and then sometimes, waiting for hours for the light he envisioned. That’s patience I don’t have, but I’m working on it. Age and retirement are making it easier, somewhat. I offer the picture above as an example of improved patience.
Before going to bed the night before, I made a commitment to go to the Wichita Mountains Wildlife Refuge for a sunrise picture. That meant leaving for the Refuge at dark-thirty. Even as I was pulling out of my driveway, I had thoughts about calling it off; In the darkness I could tell the sky was heavily overcast and I thought to myself, “What’s the use? The sunrise won’t be visible, anyway. I didn’t get a lot of sleep last night. There are things I could be doing at home.” Reasons not to go. Then, the thought about Ansel propelled me out of the driveway, down the street and on my way.
Being familiar with an area helps. Upon entering the Refuge via the Cache gate, I drove to an area of promise should light begin to break through the clouds and before the light became too harsh. With civil twilight barely creating enough light to avoid tripping over a cobblestone protruding from the ground (I rarely use a flashlight), I made my way, backpack filled with equipment, tripod in hand, to a position of best potential. Once there, I set up my tripod and camera, composed the scene, set the camera and focus to achieve the greatest depth of field and began to wait. My impatience, clicked the shutter a few times in spite of not seeing anything worthwhile. It wasn’t long before I spied a spot with better potential. I moved and set up again. I took a few more pictures as light began to break through the clouds. After a few minutes, I spied a third spot even better. I moved again and set up, again. Things were beginning to work out. The light was breaking through, highlighting some interesting points of interest. I was happy and having fun. Until I noticed a fourth spot, even better than the first three. This perch required some boulder hopping, precarious foot placement, and some pretty nifty balancing to get all set up for the image you see above. I must tell you, the best light, at each of the other places, came after I had moved. This, I determined would be my last move; I was going to exercise patience and stay there until the good light had ended. And I did! Yea! This isn’t a spectacular image. It has some good points and some that could be better. However, this was more about developing my patience than anything else. In that regard I made some progress, but, I still have a good ways to go.
I don’t like to mow. I hadn’t mowed this spring, yet. The weeds were getting taller and taller. All my neighbors had mowed their yards; a few more than once. There was something growing out there and I wanted to see what it was. I could tell it was a specimen, not one of those weeds, a dense community of like-kind trying to choke out anything dissimilar. This one was taller, stronger, reaching upward with several outstretched branches . I couldn’t mow it down. I had to wait and see what it’s flower looked like. Besides, I don’t like to mow. Never have!
I finally did break down and mow. I had too. The darn jungle was just getting too tall. If I didn’t mow, now, it would become, rather than a mowing, a bush-whacking project of monumental dimensions. Out came my Honda HR215HXA self propelled mower w/hydrostatic transmission. Down weeds, down! “Bruhaha!” But, I spared this plant. Carefully, and with skill, I maneuvered the menacing machine, capable of reducing all in its path to splinters of pulp and fiber around it’s, now looking, fragile stalk. In short order what remained was a modernistic looking two foot high deluxe apartment building towering above a mass of closely cropped one-size-fits-all flats. I could now have the best of both worlds. A closely cropped yard of weeds matching my neighbors’ yards for the uniform height of our weeds. Well, with the exception of my special specimen which sticks out like the proverbial “thumb”.
I didn’t have to wait long for my curiosity to be sated. The next day, about mid-morning, I was greeted with a single yellow, daisy-like flower beginning to open from atop one of the upward bound stems, each of which was topped with its own swelling bud. I’d like to think it was showing its gratitude for being spared the whirling blade of dismemberment and death. That’s just me feeling connected to everything. More than likely I scared it and all its energy was shifted into producing seed, the sole purpose of its life cycle and embedded deeply in the DNA of every single seed it produces. I enjoyed its yellow flower the rest of the day.
The following morning, in place of the yellow flower there was seed pod. By mid-morning I could tell it was opening. By 1:30 PM it was open fully. The sky was completely overcast, as it had been all day. The sunlight, filtered through the clouds was very bright. It was wonderful light. There was, what we call in Oklahoma, a little breeze; In Houston it’d be called a wind. I gathered my gear: camera, 105mm macro, remote shutter release, tripod, and McClamp stick, a plant clamp designed to safely hold a delicate plant steady for pictures. The sight of the puffball in this light was exciting. It was so delicate in its structure. Every seed perfectly designed to fly effortlessly, carried to who-knows-where on the invisible currents of the wind. The play of light upon the almost invisible fibers was hypnotic. Up and down, to and fro, lower and lower, shift here, shift there, I worked and maneuvered tripod camera in and out of one position and to another. My sense of location and the sounds of the city around me disappeared in the moment. It was just me and the offspring of this plant. Finally, after a passage of time of unknown length, I lay on the grass totally at peace with myself and creation.
Within the hour that followed, parts of the puffball had escaped the sphere of its birth and taken wing on the currents of wind growing stronger as the afternoon deepens.
Seasons change. Leaves appear on the trees and buffalo roam across pastures grazing on the fresh, sweet, green grass of spring.
Change has been my middle-name over the past several years: both knees and a hip totally replaced and a shoulder awaiting it’s turn, a marriage that lasted forty years ended, a 27 year professional career turned upside-down and inside-out, retirement, and for the first time in my life, living alone. Seasons change. The climate changes, slowly. The weather changes, sometimes hourly. Governments change, sometimes quicker than the weather. Some mountains are growing, others are weathering away. Landfills of garbage are becoming mountains. Wilderness areas are shrinking. America is changing. Society is changing. Culture is changing. Change! Change! Change! It’s happening all around us at ever increasing, spinning, dizzying speeds! “Stop the world, I want to get off!” Is there anything that doesn’t change? Yes, Clara, yes there is!
GOD doesn’t change. Jesus Christ doesn’t change. The Holy Spirit doesn’t change. It’s a fact. It’s true. Believe it. He’s still where he’s always been. He’s not lost. He’s right where you left him. Take his hand, it’ll be okay. He won’t change on you. He’s GOD!
Recently the question came to my attention, “Would you still be a photographer if no one would ever see your photographs?” This got me thinking; Would I continue to do photography without any input, of any kind, from even a single person. Hmm! I first thought about when and how I became interested in photography. As a child, I was fascinated by mom’s Kodak Brownie Hawkeye whenever she said, “Let me get a picture.” The camera held my attention more than any posing instructions that followed. Later, I’d sneak her Kodak out of the closet and take pictures. She started hiding it; film and developing was expensive. In the 5th grade I sold magazine subscriptions to get a Brownie Starmite. I didn’t have any money to buy film so I didn’t do much photography. On my 16th birthday, I got a Polaroid 210. I had a job working for my dad in construction and could buy the film packs; I became a photographer. From that time on I have always taken pictures. If making money through photography is the “line in the sand” for determining if someone is a photographer or not, then I’m on the wrong side of the line. But the question isn’t about that. The question is if I will continue to photograph life, as I see it, even if no one but me will ever see them. Absolutely I will! As long as I have a functioning camera I will take pictures that others have the opportunity to see, and yet, may never see. Should the time come, as it has in the past, when I don’t have a functioning camera, the shutter in my mind will still click whenever I “see” the shot. And most certainly, should my eyes become darkened, the light of imagination will brighten the viewfinder of my mind and the shutter will still click. I am a photographer!
The 2015 edition of the Mayor’s Blues Ball is now recent history. Also recent are memories of the hundreds of melodies heard, coupled with amazing images seen through the viewfinder of my camera (photos soon to be posted in gallery). The past three evenings have been spent in stifling humidity of unseasonable heat in Medicine Park, OK. The 2015 edition of the Mayor’s Blues Ball marks the ninth year for this festival. I haven’t attended all nine, but me and my camera have attended several, sometimes with a friend, often alone. That’s how much I love this music festival. It is my favorite of the major annual musical events at Medicine Park: “Park Stomp”, “Mayor’s Red Dirt Ball”, “Mayor’s Blues Ball”, “Native American Flute Festival and Art Walk”. It’s like homemade ice cream; it’s hard to beat for a treat.
And this year’s Mayor’s Blues Ball served up a special treat for me. The official photographer for past events was unable, due to a need to address his personal health, to photograph the 2015 Mayor’s Blues Ball (my prayers are lifted for my friend’s speedy and full recovery). I was honored and blessed to be able to act as this year’s official photographer and to be included on the 2015 Mayor’s Blues Ball T-shirt as a Silver Sponsor (Okie Dokie Photography). This year’s Mayor’s Blues Ball was dedicated to the late, great BB King! An image of the gifted hands of “The King” picking his legendary “Lucille” graces the front of the shirt. It’s a double-treat for Okie Dokie Photography to be included in the sponsor’s listed on the back. From beginning to end, each of the performers honored and paid tribute to this great blues giant! Each of the three nights of the festival was filled with musical tributes to BB King, Jimi Hendrix, Muddy Waters, and others; even heard some ZZ Top.
The best thing about being the “official” photographer was the additional license it gave me. Really, I’ve never let not being “official” deter me from taking as much license as I wanted. Those who know me best know my motto, “Walk in like you own the place and you’re supposed to be there”. But, respect for others create boundaries I don’t cross without permission: going on stage, mingling back stage, making special lighting requests, etc. However, being official erases those boundaries. This additional freedom being new to me, I was shy, at first. As the weekend progressed my boldness grew and I began to expand onto this enlarged playing field. New areas were open for exploration, and explore I did. I also wore my sixty-four year old butt out. It was hot, hot, hot, and the humidity was high, high, high! That meant I sweat, sweat, sweated! But I loved, loved, loved it! Kudos to Dwight Cope and all the other “Parkies” for making this year’s 2015 Mayor’s Blues Ball the best ever! As Chant said last night, “When Jerry Smith (bass player) and I played the very first Mayor’s Blues Ball nine years ago, we performed on a flatbed trailer. Look how far this event has come! We love coming to Medicine Park and the Mayor’s Blues Ball, and hope you keep inviting us back.” I second that!!
(photos from 2015 Mayor’s Blues Ball soon to be posted in gallery)
Do dreams die in retirement? Retirement should be the gateway to new beginnings. I recently turned sixty-four. For me, sixty-five has always been the passage-of-rite to retirement much like sixteen was the passage-of-rite to independence when I acquired a driver’s license and could suddenly drive legally. I always figured I’d be wealthy by the time I turned 65, and wouldn’t be concerned about having enough money to live comfortably for the remainder of my life. At about 50, I began to worry ’cause, up to that point I didn’t have a clear retirement plan and was relying solely on the plan offered through my employer, a state agency where I had been employed the previous ten years, or so. Well, there was also Social Security. It was then I took serious stock of what life would be like after retirement.
The first thing I did was take advantage of our employer sponsored investment program. We designate a certain amount to be deducted from our paycheck and used to purchase stock in mutual funds of our choice. As it’s turned out that was a pretty wise thing to do as my investments have done well. The only downside at this point is the meager amount, because of my financial responsibilities, I’ve been able to allocate for this purpose. I knew by age fifty-five, this retirement planning was going to fall short and there was more I needed to do. It became pretty obvious I was going to need to be able to earn some money to supplement everything else so there’d be enough to support my standard of living at its current level. I knew I didn’t want to work for someone else and I also knew I did not want to continue in my current job past the time I would be eligible for full Social Security benefits. That pretty much meant I was going to have to earn money working for myself. So, what were my options.
Well, having learned the carpenter/construction business growing up and earning a living in the field as an adult for over ten years, being a handyman was one option. I had a lot of tools already that would allow me to complete a goodly number of jobs. But, you know what, I saw this as not much different from working for someone else and already I was aware of the pitfalls of working for the public. What other option would I have? I have always loved photography! I took pictures as a child, sneaking my mother’s Kodak box camera out and using up her precious film. She soon hid it from me. By sixteen I began buying my own cameras and film. In my early twenties, and soon after marriage, I got a job in a photography studio in OKC. I learned weddings, some portraiture, and some darkroom skills. My love for photography never stopped even though my growth and development in the art almost ceased as I became a father, changed to another career, and put aside my wants for the wants and needs of others. However, in 1999, my father passed away and left me just enough money to buy a new camera, a Minolta 800si and a few other accessories. Over the next several years, my financial picture improved and I was able to purchase a few more lenses, a flash, and some filters. So, by the time I was at the point of considering options for earning money after retirement, pursuing becoming a fine art photographer was not out of the question. I still had over a decade left in my current career until retirement and this would allow me to grow slowly and cheaply and to be earning some money before retirement. So that’s just what I would do. I would become a fine art photographer. This was my new retirement plan. So, you ask, “How’s it been going?”
Well, this may not have been such a good plan, yet. Retirement may be a lot farther away than I had hoped! There is one thing for sure, though; I am not giving up. More on that next time.
For quite a while I’ve been wanting an off-road trailer. An off-road trailer, for me, is a trailer large enough to hold all my essential camping gear so I won’t have to load my 2013 Army Green FJ Cruiser to the hilt. An FJ has 67 cubic feet of cargo space with the rear seats folded. I’m looking for a trailer with 60 cubic feet capacity, or close to it; my photography and personal gear will still be loaded in FJ. I’m not a rock-crawling enthusiast and won’t be doing any of that, but I do want to be able to go up-and-down anything defined as a “Trail Open to All” or a “Road Open to All”. I want FJ to be able to get “there” and “back” and I want a trailer that follows like a shadow.
If money was no object, but it is, I’d have already ordered Schutt Industry’s “Xventure” in Toyota Army Green and been done. Right now, this is a lot over my budget at $12,000 plus. Another caveat is that the interior height of the bed is 18”. That’s the absolute minimum clearance I have to have; I’d prefer 20” plus. Another great option is the Adventure Trailers “Horizon”. It’s interior bed height is 30”, more than adequate for my needs. The only physical issue I have with this trailer is the lip I’d have to lift things to get over and into the bed when the tailgate is down. I’m sixty-four and have a few boxes that are pretty heavy for me to lift anymore. Lifting them onto a tailgate and then pushing them into the bed is not near as difficult as lifting them onto the tailgate and then assuming a less than idea position for lifting weight in order to lift them over the lip and into the bed. I’m pretty sure this would lead to extra visits to my chiropractor, Dr. Rose and eventually further consultation with Dr. Brandon for treatment of L3 nerve root radiculopothy.
Below is a list of two off-road trailer reviews and below those are links to off-road trailer manufacturers.
All in all, I’m having a difficult time finding a trailer that meets my needs/wants and also fits my pocketbook. Toward that end, recently I was passing through Roosevelt, a very small town in western Oklahoma, now known for its salvage yards. I noticed a lot alongside State Hwy 183, a lot filled to overflowing with salvaged pickup beds (see photo). Almost all were without, tailgates, axles, lights and lenses. Most were in very good condition, otherwise. I’m wondering to myself it it would be worthwhile to acquire one, and have my own off-road trailer built using one of these for the bed? I’m not able to build the chassis myself so I wonder if I’d save any money, or not? I’m also wondering what I’d have as far a looks go when it’s finished?
I welcome all comments and ideas. Please comment if you have any good thoughts and/or suggestions.
I’m always looking for inspiration as well as ideas on creativity. B&H Photo/Video is a primary resource for me, not only for equipment, but for ideas and inspiration, too. Recently they posted a number of videos of sessions from the OPTIC 2015 Conference they co-sponsored with Linblad Expeditions. Below, you will find a link to a video I found inspiring, instructional, inspirational, and as an added plus, highly enjoyable. It’s from a session presented by Michael Melford, an outstanding professional landscape photographer. I hope you will take the time to view it.